March 15, 2017

March has been my time to consider blackholes.
Every part of everything is a blackhole to me.
I see things more clearly the longer I look. 

I saw energy going into and out of forms and I thought it was a filter, but it might have been injury.  I now see a better way: in a portal and out the way it came in: in transform out transform in transform out transform, and so on as metabolism. 

Imagining the realities of cell based lineage, I saw that the Big Bang effect did not contribute to everything equally, but now lineage has been distributed to the point that I can agree with the scientific proposition that Big Bang is a material element required for the fullness of our existence in the Solar System and larger.

People, personalities, planets have desires, ideas, plans, I once observed there were 4 parts to the Earth, I have revised those thoughts to include the moving on of two parts.  The remaining of our two home parts are called "T" and "R": invested, interested, together. 

Refining my view has meant participating with nature.
Carefully care for the blackhole(s) of you.

Revisiting and Commandeering

I put out "Commandeer your own voice" in February 2012 as a post card, it is in this blog on March 1, 2012.  I believe at that time nobody was really making their vocal cord out of lineaged dna and was thereby blocked from full(er) authenticity.  In "Commandeer" I suggest utilizing the "whole body" and I think that takes a while, organ by organ, maybe, bit by bit.  A clue that often comes up is "electrical ground natal materials".  During that experience it may be advantageous to notice that everything that was not present at birth is afterbirth: something or someone else.  Uncover body, sending any undesired afterbirth back on its path to itself or to the environment or kin to help sort.  Those things that have been present since but are not desired may also release and remove.  Grow lineaged body according to the desires of the biological values from self's perspective.  As one's body becomes cleaner and more self possessed it becomes easier to recall memory of childhood and past lives of the materials that form the body.  Thinness of veil to the past comes, in part, from pleasure in memory and partly from security in perspective.  It is delightful to enjoy self and self's authentic experience.  Notice, too, that speaking for oneself is a challenge, as biological parent(al)s often help with speaking and internal language choice, as can community, see "puppenspiel" note January 15, 2016, in Sugar + Puppenspiel. 
Directive: When family members and friends send mess to your environment, family members and friends that you are interacting with, people who they are attending because of you, you catch the flack of auric/body heat/metabolism spray.  Hard lesson to learn, but where are we headed otherwise?  Clean up, be clean up minded.  Be sure not to be a sprayer, so you have an ethical stance to avoid spray yourself.


Notice if you have made all of your organs of lineaged materials. It seems obvious that one might prioritize one's vocal chord.  Guide your parent(al)s through this process, and again, pass back the task to ancestors.