Platform of trust

Trust.
Uno, how I love the sweetness of your voice
telling me to learn and learn again.
Giving the security of knowing I could win
without the trail of your aura's psych.
Believing what is true about myself
and not holding me to the lies of shame.
Wondering what will become of vice,
when we're all free of sin.
Love idols may prevail, maybe
not the limerence of a superficial crush,
but the intimacy of feeling you're a
number one.

what to do with body heat

sensing energy

leaves the body

all the time

follows the wishes

those who own it

organize the way

back to the pray

leaving

transforming

returning

re/cycling

agreement

each individual

rules its place

completely

achievement

manifests peace

notice

Look at you, Lossy,
so like an empty cup.
Smile covering up violence:
your body heat spraying.
If you don't say it,
no one will ever know.
But we know.


working notes
difficult components to look out for, to not get run over by:

meat/milk/egg animal bodies child aged irreverence

encouragement to dislike/hate/grimace/harm

having more anger/hate experiences than love/kind intimacy

puppet-ment, giving or getting, emptied out by collusion to do violence

I feel like this is all I'm ever worried about.

What is to be done about it when choice rules.

Other thing to notice:
neglecting the presence of liberty in others

using intimidating threats or (even psychic) violence to get one's way

getting angry as a way to problem end or buy time

putting self's needs first with little concern for others' needs

habituating to frustration for stamina (like turning to create/vent anger to complete a strenuous task)

imagining (psychically manifesting) a bad outcome to a situation

undermining (psychically or otherwise) health