1/26/2020

(2) Sun Self

With my seeds I start to emulate the Sun.

That star that garnered this Earth: I wonder how to build a culture of me.

Patting the materials with my fingers, I smooth the look of the land

pretending nothing. Then, pretending there is no special seeds

awaiting blossom.

I always see the culture of my birth-Mother.

I criticize the World she makes, wondering if she knows to obey me.

Evolution depending, in my child mind, on the beliefs of the child.

Those little seeds, struggling to thrive, want more from the matrix

they find themselves in.

Refreshment in the form of Sun's warmth,

that shelter that is the sky, the community, the family, that is the singular self.

Singularity, taking in and sending out, trying to define my rulership.

Narrowing in, I wonder how to take hold in a scenario decidedly not

a reflection of self, yet received by self.

Trying to see the path ahead, negotiating with understanding,

often the hopeful dream: I strive toward myself.

The seeds may still bloom.

The Sun Self waits.

from ~December 20, 2013

how to be a PETAL

how to be a PETAL

determine if you want to keep PEOPLE safe in your family.
determine your ETHICS about energy flow and placement.
determine if you can THINK without traveling with dna.
determine if you want to ACT like a shield for your family.
determine if you are willing to LINK material back to itself.

Being a PETAL entails creating a dependable shield with chum-line, without unappropriately interfacing within our environment.


Occasionally send gathered energies to Mentor-Planet, like Mars or Jupiter.
Zip closed to re-secure body.

1. choose some people that tend toward good behavior in their relationship with you.
2. decide who you want to petal; a petal is one who shields energy.
3. ask them if they are interested in developing as a co-petal.
4. of characters in the play of life, try to choose a full spectrum of petals, so that on each row of petals the whole span of creation is shielded.  

Include full variety: pushed, pulled, the thing that it is, all that those things attracted, remember you.