DOLLY MANIFESTO

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little beauty, so delightful.  you and i are oh, so dear.  i have

feelings.  i see beauty.  won't you come a little near?  we might

have friendship if we try some.  we might act like we've seen

before, the loveliness of all the pleasure that within us sweetly

glows.  i see you have made a blessing, by way of your bounty-ous

frame.  i will guide you toward  my knowledge.  i will tell you

about my game.  we will share what we'll call emotions, about our

life's experience.  we will edify our sense of self.  we will examine

and perfect respect.  we will give each other rest.  we will learn the

proper ways to test.   we will find each other's grace.  we will

encourage each other's best epistemological race.  we will let each

 other win.  you will be my little dolly.  you will share and i will,

too.  i will be your little dolly.  we will share like always (k)new.

LOVE=LEUBH=PRESENCE DESIRED=PRESENT=(K)NOW

your best DOLLY

is your AUTHENTIC SELF.



if you sense a DOLLY'S existence try to find it's AUTHENTIC SELF.

Look into my eyes.  Do you find all of me there?  No.  Look at my deeds, my smile, my physicality.  Am I all there for you?  No. Listen to my voice my words.  Do you know all there is to know about me?  No.  I am your enigma, and you are mine.  Dolly, dear Dolly, that's just fine.

All knowledge of emotional range/s are based on self's own experiential phenomena, and interpretation of meaning.  So when one imagines the physical state of another, an internal physical state  is evoked and one's level of intensity is projected as evidence of another's meaning.  Still subjectivity and intentionality of self and others can be explored. 

Energy designated for rest/use system to support an entity's appropriate vitality and maintenance is called "entropy".  It is part of an infinite inner system of knowledge. 

every part of every thing is a dolly. 

9/1/2018 this blog "Dolly Manifesto" postcard is referred to in

hologram, infinity d, play to be fair. 

Just noticed it's recorded February 1, 2016 in this blog...I love it...

Thread Theory Thanksgiving

Thread Theory trailing along after me.

In the car, in the street, in the shops, and at home

I weave, unweave, and effort to stand alone.

The continuous bridge that connects me to my kin

is ever filled with my metabolistic strain.

In, transform, and out

there goes my experiences

dna remembrances

can't cut the cord of it

it's my rein of reign.


Thankful for my attachment my parents.

It's not prediction, it's fiction, it's in the airwaves around us

It's not prediction, it's fiction, it's in the airwaves around us: the news, the internet as it fascinates, the movies, the sitcoms, the dramas. It's spin, it's skew, it's purview, it's made for view, but it's not the real experience to pursue. It's representation, it's a shade of faith, it's an image of the beloved, it's not total truth. It's hard to say what it is, actors/actresses leading the camp. Spokesmodels turning the wheels of modernity. Talking heads and cult leaders planning, censoring what to say. Inclusive members helping us to entertain and know the way. Real experiences demand our focus, our care, our love and our embrace of personal reality. Anchor, avatar, hero/ine, action star, even self when evaluating who we are, call to set the best you can get, of your image, your homage, your creed, your celebrity. Build your character based on the scripts of evolutionary desire for the future: make it your best self, not a mockery of what could be.

8th piggyback on no race day

Military goals. “...This year I already have my calendar set, I'm going to (fabulous city in another country) for my weekend and (fabulous city in U.S.) for my week of exploring Earth and culture. The military provides the transportation, oversees translation of language and help physical logistics. I love traveling with the government and making time to explore rather than go to war...”

Healthcare goals. “...Welcome to my house. Do you want a tour? Here in the entry is the family's heart images. In that frame is a video is of a scan for the cat that we really like, it turned out good. Here in the living room we have the kids' images from various community and scholastic health classes. In the bedroom we have life-size full-body scans. In the kitchen we remind our selves why we eat with evolution with our dna blood reports in files to refer to and review. I scheduled for a doctor's appointment soon to discuss the functioning of my arteries, I will get a lesson on stretching to increase suppleness of my vessels, I'm excited about the lesson about the heart as a pump...”

Cultural goals. “...I have some ideas about what the future might look like if we gauge according to my will...”

Freedoms of speech, race revel, enjoyment of self expression

II, IE, EI, EE

Did you ever wonder, are you an introvert or an extrovert when it comes to your personal energy?

Imagine self is a vessel with a number of ports. These ports can be filled by the energy of the vessel, or filled by an other. I'm using introverted to mean seeking self, and extroverted to mean seeking others. Interior and exterior are the inside and outside, respectively, of the metabolism ports of the vessel that is the self.  By dna I mean to say basic element of identity that is the body on which history is recorded, and by mitochondria I mean small bit of genetic material that can separate off like a particle and potentially become part of another form.

 

Introverted Interior II

run to exclude others inside the body

run by self and kin

low effect on dna and mitochondria

accepts/asks for help to sense

seeks small width aura/body heat

Introverted Exterior IE

run to exclude others in the aura/body heat

run by self and kin

low effect on dna and mitochondria

accepts/asks for help to sense

seeks small width aura/body heat

Extroverted Interior EI

run to include others inside the body

run by self, kin and community

large effect on dna and mitochondria

accepts/asks for help inside self

seeks small width aura/body heat

Extroverted Exterior EE

run to include others in the aura/body heat

run by self, kin and community

large effect on dna and mitochondria

accepts/asks for help inside aura/body heat

seeks varying width aura/body heat

As someone who strives to be Introverted Interiorist combo'd with IE, I choose to limit my sharing of mitochondria, and I know I definitely don't like others to share their mitochondria with me. The main point, though, is to chose for self and know the style you desire. According to my perspective, we have never been run by ourselves yet, we are still on the way, should we choose such endeavors. Knowing about these body styles might not only help you navigate and make choices for yourself, but also understand the personality of others.  But always check what you are doing before you judge the behavior of others.  Remember laws when comporting self in these epigenetic choices and when creating expectations of others. 

If you want to determine which style you are, you might want to 'electrical ground', or connect self's energy with self, and 'hold tight to self', or draw in to self your own energy emanations. In this stilled state, assess the energies you possess and evaluate how you want to run yourself in the moment and overall. To electrical ground and hold tight to self frequently is beneficial: you may like to do it all the time and set your dna to please you.

No Race Day 2018

Impossible to stand against it:

We all grow that feeling of race.

Friendships and cohorts,

people passing that get the glint.

Even if we don't intend to do it

we give in as if it were fate.

Remembering ourselves

in the context of our heroes,

we cling to personal myth by

clinging to social construct.

It's memory and desire:

it's okay to relate.


But deep within:

November hints:

be as one, none else recalls

the difference is of magnitude,

the uniqueness no one else

can select. Separate but equal

is a fantasy, but together we stand

each giving our own personal best.

A contemporary note:

As we learn about lineage and DNA background we feel our ancestral energy.   Some of us feel like we have black ancestors, or wanted some, and we feel that black is beautiful.  Because of my need to express myself, I cannot say that black-face is disrespectful, it is more like pastiche, honorific mimic.  I do not feel responsible for insulting expressions of the past, which they were not all.  I feel like to 'make-up what I love' is right for me.   It's time, for me, to turn the 'racist' page, stop seeing 'no color', stop assuming things about people's knowledge base, and start being race revelatory, delighted.  We must realize that all expressions have an element of appropriation, and it is not a problem to relate to culture(s) in a joyful way.  No Race Day is November 7, 2018, the first Wednesday of the month, to celebrate non-identification with group and empower us to love our individual irreplaceable uniqueness.   This day in history never came before.

November 1, 2018 Vegan Day

I am a speciesist.


I am prejudiced for the animal body.
I am biased by the age of the child.
I am tired of the exploitation with sex,
conflated with youth and captivity.

The reputation of a perfect stake/steak
makes me hunger for a better plate.


For fourteen years I have resolved
to crave the vegetal path.


Patting the Earth's dirt to grow a vegetable;
sprouting a bean from scratch:
I don't seem to mind when plants hatch.
It's a different process in every case.


Trafficking farm life is a war on animals.
Compulsive domination through reproduction
rather than childhood must conclude.


No more afraid of the beak and the hoof
lets embrace our fellow animals with
trust and grace, let them obey the law
for their, and our own, sake.
Age of consent should be 18 years old.

Halloween

SMG

Counting to recall a later memory

Material

Giving the zeitgeist life

All of these billions of years I wanted to be you

Interpreting meaning

I hung on to you

Persistent

October 31

You are

Me






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costumes and personal representation
1. why is the costume/persona interesting?  is it appreciation or appropriation?  is it fantasy or frightful?  were real people inspired or scared by its origin?  can anyone say for another?
2. left seem to think fiction, to a sane mind, doesn't negatively invest; freedom of press/1st amendment.  right seem to think weapons, to a sane mind, doesn't negatively invest; freedom to bear arms/2nd amendment.
3. self defense is not meant to be physical if the offense is not.  freedom to express oneself is safe.  cautions must always be taken to protect one's own psyche and especially the psyche of children and animals.
4. what something means to someone, might not/is not externally duplicate.  no one has anyone else's experiences.
5. false or real, we, as a culture, must be more concerned about why we do things.

September 23

Autumnal Equinox,
falling through space
tethered to Solar System,
making our way
toward another season.
Shorter days, longer nights,
but daily we hope for more.
We clean our atmosphere
with wishes for forgiveness,
aura caught but noticed: new.
The traveled path, genuine,
the attitude, negotiable.
Fall into your own best
judgment, reality is
shaped by each choice.
Thoughts and emotions
are habituated patterns
of time's achievement.
What will be our whether?

Body heat/aura is coming off everything all the time.  One has to decide what to do with it and organize it according to one's ethics.  I recommend always keeping it off others' belongings and persons.  Really the more one can streamline energy between self and ancestor, the better.

It occurs to me that while I have written about keeping aura clean of others, I barely ever have written about reigning in energy from self.  "Commandeering your own voice" March 1, 2012 is a good beginning as is "HUMAN METABOLISM MAP" July 14, 2015, and "Chumline" September 1, 2017.  Body heat is constantly coming out, it needs to be corralled and streamed to ancestors to provide them with nourishments and delights.  Your attitude needs to be in shape: your ethics in the modern day will appeal to ancestors when you explain to them why you are the way you are, and you should give them reasons and examples of your goodness in your prayers.  Actually be good. 

Noticing your thoughts is key to managing your body.  Moreover: noticing what is an authentic thought and what is an environmental thought is important... I have learned to asked of myself "is that my dna?" if the answer is "no", I have learned to treat the sounds as environmental and tune it out or endeavor to figure out what the message is, and if it is for me. 

8/8/18

88

infinity infinity

nitrogenic protein play

of paths that never ends.

infinity infinity

blown open for the peitry

in a pretty assay display.

infinity infinity

swerving in a helix

for the eye to navigate.

infinity infinity

just like the time and space

unfolding with beautiful grace.

infinity infinity

created from the dynamic

lingo that my figure ate.

I wrote this on a broadsheet prior to 2002, it is now in my 2014 book Nest. I was thinking at the time about chemicals and the shape they reveal about themselves. I determined that nitrogen can form a figure eight, like an infinity sign. I was also wondering about food and animal care in the farm environment. Fourteen years ago I became a vegan and have been so happy about the decision since. I also think about nitrogen's ability to help us heal, and often when I see something broken, or in need of mending, I suggest a “nitrogen net” to hold together a cast limb or tear. Veganism is healing, too, in that removing the burden of breeding children and what those ingested hormones do to change the way the body knows itself.

June 21

I.
June twenty-first
Environment comes first.
Warm summer days and nights,
if only we'd build the infrastructure
we need to meet all of our needs.
Sufficient rain to run the bath,
water the farms, nourish for health.
II.
Summertime, summertime
delicious retreat
Warms days and nights
is the hot and cold balance right?
Mild weather, not too much to ask?.
It took me as long to evolve
to take it, as it took to
evolve to make it.
But pray, plead, wish for
days of comfortable temperature.
III.
I like the seasons, but I like them to be
manageable.
Didn't we, as our ancestors, chant and dance
for specific results each day, month and year.
Celebrations to confirm our happiness
and concerns with the many aspects of weather.
Agreeing together on whatever we wanted
for the grasses and snows and rivers and ice floes,
agreeing toward flowers and fields and animals.
It heals.
It heals to agree and it heals to conserve.
Make our minds one with concepts of
temperature mirth. 


                            Also:  Today I saw the Earth smiling at me from the drain when I used Dr. Bronner's Baby Unscented Organic Sugar Soap on the kitchen dishes.  Days before, I was asked to try to avoid detergent on those things with food on them, the Earth said, 'do you put a little detergent on things you eat?'  I understood something.  I said, 'would you rather have unscented?'  The answer was 'yes'. 

language 8:55p

I don't mind language.

Say what you say and express your true self,

explain how you're living inside.

Realize we'll judge you according to our read,

mirroring or denying, as is our need.

When one is allowed to express oneself with freedom of speech,

we don't expect to be told we have no right to say our peace.

But gosh, please don't give a rude example!

Use creation of culture to make the kindness pleasure ample.
Alt. Use consumerism of culture to make the kindness pleasure ample.


See note on Natal Names and Authentic Names July 10, 2016
A.N. "Solar System lives matter."  We have to start thinking of bigger pictures if we are to stop insulting each other and improve as thoughtful members of this society.


Calling another by your natal names can mean you want to identify with them, it could mean you're putting them down by putting yourself down in some type of internalized racism scheme.  Calling others by their own natal name is a more effective way of communicating, that makes it easier for them to take it as they wish, though you'll never really know what it meant to them.   

"Push-pop it out and zip it closed"

“Taking liberty from others” is the disordered attitude and mental-illness present in the show of disaster we are experiencing.

Getting over it, like so many addictions and diseases can be helped by the recognition of the problem.
I think increasing biological guidance from an authority, and even linked to that, undoing media wave infiltration, is the cure.


"Push-pop it out and zip it closed."

See also:

March 9, 2018 Spray Lessen

February 15, 2018 Case of keeping

March twentieth

Equidistant day and night,
Springtime season bringing
sunshining delight.
Teaching us to rise and grow
we learn to make the break of
seed burst into sprouting plant
and flowering...more.
Thriving in the melting snow
we trust that each day we'll
know, about the wheel of life
and loves, First day of Spring
we solute your everlasting mirth
that fills our heart with that
knowledge to ebb and flow.

March Energy Note

Many Marches since 2006 I have commented on sociological aspects of blackholes.  Today my March comment is about disease, which I think comes from and affects many kinds of matter and is ultimately avoidable.   Let's eradicate illness by committing to band together and refusing to pass it forward in time.


I don't want to give any disease to others,

I don't even want any for myself.

I won't share my discomfort and increase my harm.

Instead, I'll join up the force of clean charm.

Return to that which made it, that which knows its gain.

For you, I want to eradicate illness, do away with pain.

I love you, Clean and Healthy, Fresh and Free Of Shame.

I appreciate your candor at helping me make me... not too plain.

Do we each have such an oath within to make, to keep out wrong-doing and disrupt sick-fate? Get started with a disposition and decision to not just heal, but grow in health: in popular culture's fame.

Spray Lessen

Notice that those who spray have moldy rot inside them, while those that do not spray... do not.

From a distance one can observe a character, even those in a crowd, looking at the aura. 

Physics of lymph from the northern hemisphere, see it usually in the left leg; southern hemisphere, see it usually in the right arm.

Who can know the reasons a person sprays, it is neither actionable nor courteous, but it should be a matter of law.  It is physical and full of dna.  It is something that is a matter of self-control.  It is sensible. 

if you were born before 3/9/2018

you were abused and it is abuse.

you were taught the wrong thing.

you were taught to react badly.

you have a choice in the matter.

you can learn not to spray.

you can normalize a better way.

draw your sprays back and re-

constitute your body.

stop spraying away liberty.

New note: March 30, 2018

I just noticed what happens when someone's aura is used.

The moldy rot takes possession of their torso, in the/upper back for northern hem, the lower front for southern hem.

Not having an ethic to not be used causes one to fail oneself and one's community.  These are dirty, violent disorders which may be prevented by deciding (having an ethic about use), to slip away from bad behavior, and turn environmental energies that are unwanted back on themselves and/or slip to self.

Case of keeping

I think I have an ability to see dna and identify the origin body. I think I do this by looking carefully at who the shape of the dna substance belongs to, including color, and at the stream of connection to the originating body's aura/body heat. I think the always-emanating aura/body heat is filled with dna and stays on a tether to the body it's from. In it's healthy state it travels on its metabolizing lines to ancestors and trusted-ones who may use it as nourishment. I think these streams can be seen on recording and satellite images. I think families can provide healthy shields for family members, trusted-ones can provide shields, too. I think in its abusive form aura/body heat can spray out as a parasite and predicate discomfort, even illness and death, it can also cause these things on the person sprayed.

Taught from childhood sometimes taking a turn around 18 to child's choice or letting down of a guard, some styles are:

Self kept in by authority

Self sprayed out to others by authority

Self sprayed on by others by authority

Self kept free of others by authority

Combinations

The most privileged combination, to me, is self kept in by authority with self kept free of others by authority. This arrangement seems to be the case in Florida yesterday. But without understanding, perhaps discussion of organizational style, maybe the often unseen aura/body heat can seem confusing. I see suggestions to control others by spraying out, with an unwillingness to do so. Other attackers have had other combinations which seem to imply meaning to their scenario.

 


Note.  February 19, 2018
There are two points I'm trying
to bring up in this blog overall:
1) not minding taking liberty from others
2) media and biological waves parasiting a body


April, 15 2017 presents some ideas and further references.

Someone In The World

This is a, perhaps, bedtime story or motto for the Solar system/Earth, a bear, a porpoise, a spot, a bug, a hydrogen, a snake, a fish, a fir tree, a human, and so on.

Someone in the world

gave away all his secrets of life.

But there were more to find, and he

made some up instead of facing strife.

The touching of the atmospheres

was a concern that he thought of often.

How to keep all the personal baffles

of amusement and emotion, organized,

was frequently, in his mind, in question.

“Better self-control of thought is perhaps the perfection,”

he thought as he wondered about the solution,

“to enable loves to learn their way around my devotion.”

Imagination might be the main tool of creation

for enabling the progression of peaceful transformation.

Picturing in his mind the way he wanted things to go,

and saying “no” to thoughts he thought that lacked

an appealing mode, as he realizes that his body-heat

wouldn't want to complete the job if he thought of things at odds.

“I won't make the mental picture of taking away liberty,

so it will be less likely that I will become involved

in wrong-doing with my psyche.”

Someone said, so his whole body could hear:

“I will train what is mine to have a thought

that controls the other thoughts: a reason to be self.”

So someone decided to learn to be courageous and smart

and lovely, with heart, and make sweet the days of the World.

And that which became this secret prevails all the way to today

and pleases someone, oh, so!