notice

Look at you, Lossy,
so like an empty cup.
Smile covering up violence:
your body heat spraying.
If you don't say it,
no one will ever know.
But we know.


working notes
difficult components to look out for, to not get run over by:

meat/milk/egg animal bodies child aged irreverence

encouragement to dislike/hate/grimace/harm

having more anger/hate experiences than love/kind intimacy

puppet-ment, giving or getting, emptied out by collusion to do violence

I feel like this is all I'm ever worried about.

What is to be done about it when choice rules.

Other thing to notice:
neglecting the presence of liberty in others

using intimidating threats or (even psychic) violence to get one's way

getting angry as a way to problem end or buy time

putting self's needs first with little concern for others' needs

habituating to frustration for stamina (like turning to create/vent anger to complete a strenuous task)

imagining (psychically manifesting) a bad outcome to a situation

undermining (psychically or otherwise) health

DOLLY MANIFESTO

FACE/VASE

little beauty, so delightful.  you and i are oh, so dear.  i have

feelings.  i see beauty.  won't you come a little near?  we might

have friendship if we try some.  we might act like we've seen

before, the loveliness of all the pleasure that within us sweetly

glows.  i see you have made a blessing, by way of your bounty-ous

frame.  i will guide you toward  my knowledge.  i will tell you

about my game.  we will share what we'll call emotions, about our

life's experience.  we will edify our sense of self.  we will examine

and perfect respect.  we will give each other rest.  we will learn the

proper ways to test.   we will find each other's grace.  we will

encourage each other's best epistemological race.  we will let each

 other win.  you will be my little dolly.  you will share and i will,

too.  i will be your little dolly.  we will share like always (k)new.

LOVE=LEUBH=PRESENCE DESIRED=PRESENT=(K)NOW

your best DOLLY

is your AUTHENTIC SELF.



if you sense a DOLLY'S existence try to find it's AUTHENTIC SELF.

Look into my eyes.  Do you find all of me there?  No.  Look at my deeds, my smile, my physicality.  Am I all there for you?  No. Listen to my voice my words.  Do you know all there is to know about me?  No.  I am your enigma, and you are mine.  Dolly, dear Dolly, that's just fine.

All knowledge of emotional range/s are based on self's own experiential phenomena, and interpretation of meaning.  So when one imagines the physical state of another, an internal physical state  is evoked and one's level of intensity is projected as evidence of another's meaning.  Still subjectivity and intentionality of self and others can be explored. 

Energy designated for rest/use system to support an entity's appropriate vitality and maintenance is called "entropy".  It is part of an infinite inner system of knowledge. 

every part of every thing is a dolly. 

9/1/2018 this blog "Dolly Manifesto" postcard is referred to in

hologram, infinity d, play to be fair. 

Just noticed it's recorded February 1, 2016 in this blog...I love it...

Thread Theory Thanksgiving

Thread Theory trailing along after me.

In the car, in the street, in the shops, and at home

I weave, unweave, and effort to stand alone.

The continuous bridge that connects me to my kin

is ever filled with my metabolistic strain.

In, transform, and out

there goes my experiences

dna remembrances

can't cut the cord of it

it's my rein of reign.


Thankful for my attachment my parents.

It's not prediction, it's fiction, it's in the airwaves around us

It's not prediction, it's fiction, it's in the airwaves around us: the news, the internet as it fascinates, the movies, the sitcoms, the dramas. It's spin, it's skew, it's purview, it's made for view, but it's not the real experience to pursue. It's representation, it's a shade of faith, it's an image of the beloved, it's not total truth. It's hard to say what it is, actors/actresses leading the camp. Spokesmodels turning the wheels of modernity. Talking heads and cult leaders planning, censoring what to say. Inclusive members helping us to entertain and know the way. Real experiences demand our focus, our care, our love and our embrace of personal reality. Anchor, avatar, hero/ine, action star, even self when evaluating who we are, call to set the best you can get, of your image, your homage, your creed, your celebrity. Build your character based on the scripts of evolutionary desire for the future: make it your best self, not a mockery of what could be.

8th piggyback on no race day

Military goals. “...This year I already have my calendar set, I'm going to (fabulous city in another country) for my weekend and (fabulous city in U.S.) for my week of exploring Earth and culture. The military provides the transportation, oversees translation of language and help physical logistics. I love traveling with the government and making time to explore rather than go to war...”

Healthcare goals. “...Welcome to my house. Do you want a tour? Here in the entry is the family's heart images. In that frame is a video is of a scan for the cat that we really like, it turned out good. Here in the living room we have the kids' images from various community and scholastic health classes. In the bedroom we have life-size full-body scans. In the kitchen we remind our selves why we eat with evolution with our dna blood reports in files to refer to and review. I scheduled for a doctor's appointment soon to discuss the functioning of my arteries, I will get a lesson on stretching to increase suppleness of my vessels, I'm excited about the lesson about the heart as a pump...”

Cultural goals. “...I have some ideas about what the future might look like if we gauge according to my will...”

Freedoms of speech, race revel, enjoyment of self expression

II, IE, EI, EE

Did you ever wonder, are you an introvert or an extrovert when it comes to your personal energy?

Imagine self is a vessel with a number of ports. These ports can be filled by the energy of the vessel, or filled by an other. I'm using introverted to mean seeking self, and extroverted to mean seeking others. Interior and exterior are the inside and outside, respectively, of the metabolism ports of the vessel that is the self.  By dna I mean to say basic element of identity that is the body on which history is recorded, and by mitochondria I mean small bit of genetic material that can separate off like a particle and potentially become part of another form.

 

Introverted Interior II

run to exclude others inside the body

run by self and kin

low effect on dna and mitochondria

accepts/asks for help to sense

seeks small width aura/body heat

Introverted Exterior IE

run to exclude others in the aura/body heat

run by self and kin

low effect on dna and mitochondria

accepts/asks for help to sense

seeks small width aura/body heat

Extroverted Interior EI

run to include others inside the body

run by self, kin and community

large effect on dna and mitochondria

accepts/asks for help inside self

seeks small width aura/body heat

Extroverted Exterior EE

run to include others in the aura/body heat

run by self, kin and community

large effect on dna and mitochondria

accepts/asks for help inside aura/body heat

seeks varying width aura/body heat

As someone who strives to be Introverted Interiorist combo'd with IE, I choose to limit my sharing of mitochondria, and I know I definitely don't like others to share their mitochondria with me. The main point, though, is to chose for self and know the style you desire. According to my perspective, we have never been run by ourselves yet, we are still on the way, should we choose such endeavors. Knowing about these body styles might not only help you navigate and make choices for yourself, but also understand the personality of others.  But always check what you are doing before you judge the behavior of others.  Remember laws when comporting self in these epigenetic choices and when creating expectations of others. 

If you want to determine which style you are, you might want to 'electrical ground', or connect self's energy with self, and 'hold tight to self', or draw in to self your own energy emanations. In this stilled state, assess the energies you possess and evaluate how you want to run yourself in the moment and overall. To electrical ground and hold tight to self frequently is beneficial: you may like to do it all the time and set your dna to please you.

No Race Day 2018

Impossible to stand against it:

We all grow that feeling of race.

Friendships and cohorts,

people passing that get the glint.

Even if we don't intend to do it

we give in as if it were fate.

Remembering ourselves

in the context of our heroes,

we cling to personal myth by

clinging to social construct.

It's memory and desire:

it's okay to relate.


But deep within:

November hints:

be as one, none else recalls

the difference is of magnitude,

the uniqueness no one else

can select. Separate but equal

is a fantasy, but together we stand

each giving our own personal best.

A contemporary note:

As we learn about lineage and DNA background we feel our ancestral energy.   Some of us feel like we have black ancestors, or wanted some, and we feel that black is beautiful.  Because of my need to express myself, I cannot say that black-face is disrespectful, it is more like pastiche, honorific mimic.  I do not feel responsible for insulting expressions of the past, which they were not all.  I feel like to 'make-up what I love' is right for me.   It's time, for me, to turn the 'racist' page, stop seeing 'no color', stop assuming things about people's knowledge base, and start being race revelatory, delighted.  We must realize that all expressions have an element of appropriation, and it is not a problem to relate to culture(s) in a joyful way.  No Race Day is November 7, 2018, the first Wednesday of the month, to celebrate non-identification with group and empower us to love our individual irreplaceable uniqueness.   This day in history never came before.