Valentine

Valentine, how many times

can I tell you how much I appreciate you.

You are so clean, thinking ahead

to the things that will please me.

So calm and gentle, even when you give me

things no one else seems to know I want:

your vision makes it all clear for me.

When I'm worried about the energy sprayers

I see you and you show me we're not all alike;

you tell me that people are learning

and don't want to be criminals.

I don't mind our differences when you lift

me into a different light.

I appreciate you. I appreciate you.

You improve my life.

Stay trustworthy.

You give me hope.

I want more of you.

I appreciate you.

Another Valentine to you...

So many times I spun around you. I didn't notice you. Over the generations, sometimes I was you (me still me) (you still you?). I always felt I was so close to finding...something. What was I looking for exactly? A mirror? A window? A door? A friend? A God? Another Earth? Another heaven?

Time is meant to evolve life. We have a choice. But wouldn't we strive to perfect? Live it as you wish it. Live it toward more peace, more trust, more of what love was trying to succeed at more than 15 matryoshkas ago.

Long ago “I love you so much” meant a punch in the gut, even a kick in the back for us babies. No wonder we grew a segmented spine (we would have grown it anyway?).

We were getting variously dragged around but I remember when I looked and saw your family I felt happy (I saw you?).

What are you doing with yourself these days?

I hope you are having a Happy Valentine's Day, 2020

About Betty White

About Betty White:

There is a little girl

she is made of money

dollars, dubloons and ore

papyrus, silverbacks, and Earth's core

she is “rich the World over”

she has sharks and loves and doves and geese

she is wild and free and charm and grace

she is in “her own race”

she is a limpid pool, a firecracker, a sparkler

she is all the human stage and a private citizen

she is fir, she is fur, she is mate, she is tea

she is “magnificently free”

she is a whale and a mite

she is a gale and an eagles' sight

she is a goddess in a blade of grass

she is a slew of pixies

she kicks “serious ass”

I think she is so beautiful

we share together strengths

we are angels and demons

we are monkeys and finches

we are “in it for the long haul”

we come back from the front

we “make things sweet”

At fifty, I want a community

of adults who are in there 100's

when I am in my 100's

I hope you will “choose to stay”

This is written about natal names, things I think one is born with. It seems a never ending pool of knowledge about self and World.  
See this blog July 10, 2016 for more on natal names.

1/26/2020

(2) Sun Self

With my seeds I start to emulate the Sun.

That star that garnered this Earth: I wonder how to build a culture of me.

Patting the materials with my fingers, I smooth the look of the land

pretending nothing. Then, pretending there is no special seeds

awaiting blossom.

I always see the culture of my birth-Mother.

I criticize the World she makes, wondering if she knows to obey me.

Evolution depending, in my child mind, on the beliefs of the child.

Those little seeds, struggling to thrive, want more from the matrix

they find themselves in.

Refreshment in the form of Sun's warmth,

that shelter that is the sky, the community, the family, that is the singular self.

Singularity, taking in and sending out, trying to define my rulership.

Narrowing in, I wonder how to take hold in a scenario decidedly not

a reflection of self, yet received by self.

Trying to see the path ahead, negotiating with understanding,

often the hopeful dream: I strive toward myself.

The seeds may still bloom.

The Sun Self waits.

from ~December 20, 2013

how to be a PETAL

how to be a PETAL

determine if you want to keep PEOPLE safe in your family.
determine your ETHICS about energy flow and placement.
determine if you can THINK without traveling with dna.
determine if you want to ACT like a shield for your family.
determine if you are willing to LINK material back to itself.

Being a PETAL entails creating a dependable shield with chum-line, without unappropriately interfacing within our environment.


Occasionally send gathered energies to Mentor-Planet, like Mars or Jupiter.
Zip closed to re-secure body.

1. choose some people that tend toward good behavior in their relationship with you.
2. decide who you want to petal; a petal is one who shields energy.
3. ask them if they are interested in developing as a co-petal.
4. of characters in the play of life, try to choose a full spectrum of petals, so that on each row of petals the whole span of creation is shielded.  

Include full variety: pushed, pulled, the thing that it is, all that those things attracted, remember you.

2019 Broadsheet

A mash-up of diary entries to read like tea leaves presented in a broadsheet for 2019.

January 11, 2019 3:30p

were- past tense of to be, also man.

vir- virility

werevir-  I have it to indicate parent

February 4, 2019 4:15a Monday

sensing energy

leaves the body

all the time

follows the wishes

those who own it

organize the way

back to the pray

leaving

transforming

returning

re/cycling

agreement

each individual

rules it's place

completely

achievement

manifests peace

March 29, 2019 1:08p Friday

Noticing ancestors of self and each other requires fixing parental attachments. When knowing who we are we must have chosen for ourselves. Each child picks it's own parents. Parents cannot be foisted on a child because it is under eighteen, but by the time it is eighteen, hopefully early in childhood, like when it is born, it will choose.

There are a couple methods in the art of guessing relationships. First, remember interacting with the person for whom you are intuiting. Second, track the person's energy you are investigating.

Organizing thoughts about who you are “reading”, even self, can be assisted by picturing a sequence of dna that can help you track the subject. “See” in the zeitgeist, not anyone's body proper, the image of the energies you seek to understand. Having maps helps if you're uncertain about the enormity of geography.

May 15, 2019 3:21a Wednesday

     \ Ca

       \ |

 Na - \ - K

         | \

       Mg\

June 24, 2019 3:44a Monday

Positive charge

negative charge

alternating current

polarity

agitation

back to front

northern hemisphere

southern hemisphere

left / right

right / left

the body is divided

in segments to discover

the alternating currents

to enjoy the alkaline and acid

on a tiny scale of polarity

agitation of the meeting spaces

energize the field

and give life to the body

August 6, 2019 10p Tuesday

from parent to child 

maintaining a bubble

everlasting cradle

of protection

and care

eternal telepathy

to communicate

always be there

internal bond

forever kin

November 27, 2019 3:05a Wednesday

SMG has requested the inclusion of her 6 parents's initials

|AA| |NM| |MV| |PP| |QK| |MM|

December 7, 2019 4:49a Saturday – December 11, 2019 3:12a Wednesday

cont. from November 5

Battery swirls line the division of polarities, zones: head and the top of the jaw, upper torso/arms and hands, lower torso/legs and feet: all whirling together to make more than mud: A MASTERPIECE adjust zones to fit your lifestyle

Of the 19+ metabolisms, slaking to the chumline to nourish ancestors and personal friends who have passed on. MAGNETIC LYMPH magnetic lymph, spinning through space, everlasting, winding around and winding around in a helical menagerie of items exterior and in= into replenishing cerebral spinal fluid all over the body. COSMIC TUBE

Even at the park, air zooms and slips, as well as people traveling about with their ever reaching 'tudes & tubes connecting parent to child, to create ever more complex nests: our bodies partially create and rest within.

Design your own pattern, patent it, 'cuz we'll be noticing you if you do a job we like for ourselves. jk jk

Materialism, opp, stuff, belongings, personality of mass, experiential being, a monetary value, fiduciary relationship,

having experiences, a place in history, often a belonging point not to be interrupted,: a legal location” people's belongings are t/heir own and precious to them in ways that is not required to be defined

fluidity, somewhere real on the spectrum, we all live, want to be placed on Earth, acting right for the audience, pleasing parents, genuine, authentically, happy to be in the skin, pastiche, sex-type chromosomed within the skin, gender worn on the body, comportment to satisfy the mind

you will always have the memory of that mood, inside your body made of hormones and reflections.

Assess & Design the inside, choose from the microbiome, trustworthy helpers, and parent(als), often the material you were born with, to create the lymphatic flow/er.

Illness is conflation, displacement of body heat/aura and opportunity.

Not always meant to abuse, but not in the right place, either. It is like breaking and entering and assault and battery.

It is already illegal, it just has to be proven so with sight.

Better to keep other people's property outside the personal system.

I think I'll use this diary to make a broadsheet at the end of the year.

If I do it by December 21, I can take it to the Sol LeWitt activity the UMFA.

DIRECTIVE: electrical ground hold tight to self electrical ground hold tight to self electrical ground hold tight to self

Joyous Vegan Day

In an effort to understand what to eat in a vegan lifestyle, here are suggestions adapted from Joel Fuhrman, MD, for a vegan menu, from his National Bestseller Eat to Live, 2003, 2011:

Unlimited Eat as much as you want:

all raw vegetables (1 lb. daily)

cooked green vegetables (1 lb. daily)

beans, legumes, bean sprouts and tofu (1 cup daily)

fresh fruit (4 daily)

eggplant, mushrooms, peppers, onions, tomatoes

Limited Eat one serving daily:

cooked starchy vegetables or whole grains, examples include 

squash, corn, potatoes, rice, cooked carrots, sweet potatoes, breads, cereals (1 cup daily)

raw nuts and seeds (1 oz. daily)

ground flaxseed (1 tablespoon daily)

avocado (2 oz. ~variable daily)

dried fruit (2 tablespoons ~variable daily)

Off-Limits

dairy products

animal products

www.drfuhrman.com

Additionally, from receiving Dr. Fuhrman's emails, I have learned that he suggests eating a quarter onion, 1-3 mushrooms and some garlic each day.  Also, he shows studies that lead him to recommend including 2 servings of cruciferous vegetables daily and 1 tablespoon of tomato paste a few times a week. These guidelines, in total, he refers to as "nutritarian".

This is a medium baseline, more or less could be eaten daily depending on desired weight.

Marco Borges, with a similar plan to Dr. Fuhrman, suggests only 1/2 cup each daily for beans and for starches in The 22 Day Revolution, 2015 and ¼ cup daily for nuts and seeds combined.

What is childhood?

As civilized humans it is our duty to abide animals' lifespan. We can bring safety, happiness, and freedom to the world rather than discord and violence by choosing now to 
care about animals' childhood.

Humans can live past 100 these days; animals lives are cut short by paid cruelty.

In the animals-as-food industry:

chickens live about 7 weeks

ducks live about 8 weeks

goats live about 20 weeks

turkeys live about 20 weeks

pigs live about 6 months

bovine live about 18 months

dairy cows live about 4 years

There is a certain miserableness and lack of maturity in having 
murdered- and bred-as-children-babies in unscrupulous teeth.

Ethically liberating animal rights serves

liberating our own rights.

Give childhood a chance.

Try vegan.

Updated from

TheBeautifulDeity.blogspot.com on Nov.1, 2015


Other vegan themed posts on this blog are 
on November 1 over the years and on October 23, 2014.

COSMICCOMM

When one intends and interprets, it is a private experience. 
Let the joker have its say.

Even in the hologram translation of meaning 
for thought and speech can be different.

C O S M I C C O M M

0. “Cosmic Communication” is a phrase used to consciously communicate, not just think of, with others in the community, always using zero-matter, meme-based effort in the zeitgeist.
1. One is “responsible” for entire body's relations, not just thought that is subjectively deemed conscious.
2. Expect “all communication” to be highly negotiable and entirely subjective, even for others.
3. Express your “intentionality” by carefully using authentic natal names and sincerely gained language.  Remember that every placement of matter has its own read on meaning, even within.
4. Have “no expectations” of response, especially with questions, as one can use another form of community messaging, as necessary. Exhibit self control of aura, body, and circumstances rather than attempting to control the aura, body and circumstances of others.
5. Create a “wildcard” imagined logo, in the suite of a joker's card, to indicate a conscious signal toward shared meaning. One might hold up one's own image on the upper arm of the self, the communicator.

T I M E E V E R L A S T I N G T I M E

Your beauty encourages me. One day we were together. One day I set you free.

tbd Spring 2014

Other, other realities are possible even if they haven't been manifested, yet:

Beautiful Epoch:

TAAKO BELLE

DECISION:

Follow your people- to

the best places they lead.

Take them- to the places

of perfection.

Grace the World- with

your way of collecting

your kin.

Be at the helm- of your

personal species' ethic.

In the enchanting environment of nature and nurture I weave through the

time and technology of diversity and development on my electric elevator,

with matter and mystery on my mind.