original jesus April

I often think of the meaning, maybe thousands of years ago, of "Jesus".  I think it meant "help that is coming"  where "Satan" was "help that doesn't come".  To some, Emmanual was not the help they were willing to accept as ultimate to their conditions, though I think, Emmanual was of lineage by two cosmological characters both named God and also Mary.

See "love note" in this blog on January 3, 2011

Some suggestions of remembered relationships:

Yaldaboath (Cindi) orange tree, hybrid of tea tree, and citrus tree with Cammilla yucca tree, also the Sun (Jupiter's child) in Egypt
Samael cricket, Yaldaboath's child in Egypt, hybrid with grasshopper from Sudan
Moses, Samael's child, hybrid with Gala of California
Anita ant, Yaldaboath's child Egypt
Anita, apple, chicken, coyote = Maccabee family member

Noah's Shem are semetic people who encouraged writers in the fertile crescent

Jesus' lineage:
God, Heavenly Father, YWHW, Jupiter, Yaldaboath's parent line, Au and Zn, hatched by community Asteroid  
God, Elohim, Saturn, Zn, Mg, F, Au, hatched by Pluto
Mary, socially Maccabee, biologically to Cela a camel and Jopa a stableman, hatched by social Mother

Concept of Satan was admonition to show up when scheduled and be reliable

Concept of Christ is help that arrives and does the fixin'.

Published originally a few times ago for Easter...

January 10, 2026

1=6

1=6

Hatched by an electricity.  

Do you know yours?   

Is it a parent?  

Someone in the group?  

Who?

You can see it now.

 Right?

Sensory skills up to date?  

5 senses recombined and grown more?

And your biologicals.  

Mixing chromosomes in the dish?  

It's you right?  

What are your rights?

Mental Comm.  

Making deals?  

Arranging whatever will be when true comes out?  

You said?

Evolution grows to benefit, does it?  

Admit it.  

You have things to sort.  

What is our future now?

You depends on you.

Hatching is when a growing material 

starts to enliven as a new self.  

love note  January 3, 2011

5 senses February 1, 2011

COSMICCOMM October 10, 2019

Evolution is change over time, 

January 6, 2026

recombining material more than clone (sic).

January 7, 2026

tbd is an ancestor worshipper: 

biological, social, community. 

reflection

 dolly dances it's way on the reflective surface

my true friend, my other that makes me believe in creation

not me, not working angles, not saving face

just a 3-dimensional flatness mirroring my space

See Dolly Manifesto

agreeable someone in the mirror

always playing my game

teasing while I tease

gentle like me

what makes the unseen seen

reflection

December 20, 2025 - January 8, 2026

I love you 6

I love you 5th 

make it a meme

did Lacan observe 

that infants didn't recognize 

their reflection as 

themselves 

or that fun other  

pointed out as

reflection

seeing instead a grid 

of what

is it a cyan

or a blue blood

some mix maybe

of surfaces

the dolly is 

clear electricity

always there

SHINE

1/10/2026

1:20a Saturday

no race day 2025

 When justice prevails it

is because ethical

infrastructure has

prepared a physical way

for clarifying our

collective thoughts on

the matter of what is

acceptable and what is

acceptable and what is 

unacceptable behavior.

We, as a community,

have come together for 

our own diversity and 

pleasure to 

accommodate each

others' freedoms and to

see our way toward

fair individuality.

Law reins justice.

Justice reins law.

Remember peaceful protest when necessary.

From a United States Courthouse poster

May 2014   Happy No Race Day!

Wednesday, November 5, 2025

Autumn Celebrations

October 26, 2025 Sunday 2:40a

My DollarTree.com November 2025 calendar announces:  

YOU DESERVE GREAT THINGS by artist, maybe, Kyra Brown.   

Anticipating SMG's Happy Birthday on October 31,

Joyous Vegan Day, VeganSociety.com, 81 years strong on November 1, 

and No Race Day Wednesday, November 5.

Some things are referred to in the rest of this blog.

stop spraying empathy: it's garbage.

 Did I just find out that 

1/3 of the population is cleaned of spray, and does not spray,

1/3 of the population sprays but does not receive spray,

and 1/3 of the population receives spray and sprays?

Spray is chromosome-full material of the body/aura 

it is best released to the cosmic tube at back

to parents and lineage where it nourishes.  

It is commonly called empathy.

Does one receiving it appreciate it?

I do not.

this percentage schematic is just based on

walking down the street, it's not worldwide.

plus I think many other countries are cleaner.

10/26/2025 Trash is sent to the dump to be managed.

Garbage is no longer wanted to float apart/condense out.

reuse refuse re-fuse recycle : conservation of matter?

I don't have to break the law to realize I don't want to break the law

Be Sweet and turn over a new leaf

I'm turning over my leaf still.  10:31p 

I'm sweet and I want to be turning my new leaf Forever. 

stockholm syndrom perpetrator protectors

transference I think you know me

I know that behavior//Maybe try another

It's not that bad?

Support of wrong doing

staring and waiting ... for what?

you can disappear just not into my stuff  nn SMG

how does that work; and has it ever?

devolving on culture

choosing a route to travel.

evolution can be beneficial

Parents guide my way...

yours can too if you turn 

them that way.

EVERYBODY IS REACHING 

OUT TO THE LIGHT (SIC)

IN DIFFERENT WAYS

SMG AGREES 8/8 2025 10:57P

FRIDAY

(SUNDAY)   Empathy is your guts in the form of body heat

soaking in the bodies of others, letting off hormones into 

their private language while you absorb their terror at not 

having their bodies to themselves.  Repent and sanctify.

I've been telling you I'm sick of it for decades.