Halloween

SMG

Counting to recall a later memory

Material

Giving the zeitgeist life

All of these billions of years I wanted to be you

Interpreting meaning

I hung on to you

Persistent

October 31

You are

Me






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costumes and personal representation
1. why is the costume/persona interesting?  is it appreciation or appropriation?  is it fantasy or frightful?  were real people inspired or scared by its origin?  can anyone say for another?
2. left seem to think fiction, to a sane mind, doesn't negatively invest; freedom of press/1st amendment.  right seem to think weapons, to a sane mind, doesn't negatively invest; freedom to bear arms/2nd amendment.
3. self defense is not meant to be physical if the offense is not.  freedom to express oneself is safe.  cautions must always be taken to protect one's own psyche and especially the psyche of children and animals.
4. what something means to someone, might not/is not externally duplicate.  no one has anyone else's experiences.
5. false or real, we, as a culture, must be more concerned about why we do things.

September 23

Autumnal Equinox,
falling through space
tethered to Solar System,
making our way
toward another season.
Shorter days, longer nights,
but daily we hope for more.
We clean our atmosphere
with wishes for forgiveness,
aura caught but noticed: new.
The traveled path, genuine,
the attitude, negotiable.
Fall into your own best
judgment, reality is
shaped by each choice.
Thoughts and emotions
are habituated patterns
of time's achievement.
What will be our whether?

Body heat/aura is coming off everything all the time.  One has to decide what to do with it and organize it according to one's ethics.  I recommend always keeping it off others' belongings and persons.  Really the more one can streamline energy between self and ancestor, the better.

It occurs to me that while I have written about keeping aura clean of others, I barely ever have written about reigning in energy from self.  "Commandeering your own voice" March 1, 2012 is a good beginning as is "HUMAN METABOLISM MAP" July 14, 2015, and "Chumline" September 1, 2017.  Body heat is constantly coming out, it needs to be corralled and streamed to ancestors to provide them with nourishments and delights.  Your attitude needs to be in shape: your ethics in the modern day will appeal to ancestors when you explain to them why you are the way you are, and you should give them reasons and examples of your goodness in your prayers.  Actually be good. 

Noticing your thoughts is key to managing your body.  Moreover: noticing what is an authentic thought and what is an environmental thought is important... I have learned to asked of myself "is that my dna?" if the answer is "no", I have learned to treat the sounds as environmental and tune it out or endeavor to figure out what the message is, and if it is for me. 

8/8/18

88

infinity infinity

nitrogenic protein play

of paths that never ends.

infinity infinity

blown open for the peitry

in a pretty assay display.

infinity infinity

swerving in a helix

for the eye to navigate.

infinity infinity

just like the time and space

unfolding with beautiful grace.

infinity infinity

created from the dynamic

lingo that my figure ate.

I wrote this on a broadsheet prior to 2002, it is now in my 2014 book Nest. I was thinking at the time about chemicals and the shape they reveal about themselves. I determined that nitrogen can form a figure eight, like an infinity sign. I was also wondering about food and animal care in the farm environment. Fourteen years ago I became a vegan and have been so happy about the decision since. I also think about nitrogen's ability to help us heal, and often when I see something broken, or in need of mending, I suggest a “nitrogen net” to hold together a cast limb or tear. Veganism is healing, too, in that removing the burden of breeding children and what those ingested hormones do to change the way the body knows itself.

June 21

I.
June twenty-first
Environment comes first.
Warm summer days and nights,
if only we'd build the infrastructure
we need to meet all of our needs.
Sufficient rain to run the bath,
water the farms, nourish for health.
II.
Summertime, summertime
delicious retreat
Warms days and nights
is the hot and cold balance right?
Mild weather, not too much to ask?.
It took me as long to evolve
to take it, as it took to
evolve to make it.
But pray, plead, wish for
days of comfortable temperature.
III.
I like the seasons, but I like them to be
manageable.
Didn't we, as our ancestors, chant and dance
for specific results each day, month and year.
Celebrations to confirm our happiness
and concerns with the many aspects of weather.
Agreeing together on whatever we wanted
for the grasses and snows and rivers and ice floes,
agreeing toward flowers and fields and animals.
It heals.
It heals to agree and it heals to conserve.
Make our minds one with concepts of
temperature mirth. 


                            Also:  Today I saw the Earth smiling at me from the drain when I used Dr. Bronner's Baby Unscented Organic Sugar Soap on the kitchen dishes.  Days before, I was asked to try to avoid detergent on those things with food on them, the Earth said, 'do you put a little detergent on things you eat?'  I understood something.  I said, 'would you rather have unscented?'  The answer was 'yes'. 

language 8:55p

I don't mind language.

Say what you say and express your true self,

explain how you're living inside.

Realize we'll judge you according to our read,

mirroring or denying, as is our need.

When one is allowed to express oneself with freedom of speech,

we don't expect to be told we have no right to say our peace.

But gosh, please don't give a rude example!

Use creation of culture to make the kindness pleasure ample.
Alt. Use consumerism of culture to make the kindness pleasure ample.


See note on Natal Names and Authentic Names July 10, 2016
A.N. "Solar System lives matter."  We have to start thinking of bigger pictures if we are to stop insulting each other and improve as thoughtful members of this society.


Calling another by your natal names can mean you want to identify with them, it could mean you're putting them down by putting yourself down in some type of internalized racism scheme.  Calling others by their own natal name is a more effective way of communicating, that makes it easier for them to take it as they wish, though you'll never really know what it meant to them.   

"Push-pop it out and zip it closed"

“Taking liberty from others” is the disordered attitude and mental-illness present in the show of disaster we are experiencing.

Getting over it, like so many addictions and diseases can be helped by the recognition of the problem.
I think increasing biological guidance from an authority, and even linked to that, undoing media wave infiltration, is the cure.


"Push-pop it out and zip it closed."

See also:

March 9, 2018 Spray Lessen

February 15, 2018 Case of keeping

March twentieth

Equidistant day and night,
Springtime season bringing
sunshining delight.
Teaching us to rise and grow
we learn to make the break of
seed burst into sprouting plant
and flowering...more.
Thriving in the melting snow
we trust that each day we'll
know, about the wheel of life
and loves, First day of Spring
we solute your everlasting mirth
that fills our heart with that
knowledge to ebb and flow.